Pretty sure I gained

well i have been falling off the wagon latly.What with lilia and brants birthday/party, and all the christmas parties and baking..man its HARD. I have eaten way too much crap..and i am pretty sure I have gained a couple pounds. Plus last week i couldnt go to my WW meeting as the kdis had an appoinment (sometimes more) every day!! which also meant eating quick meals..

This week its Christmas so i dont expect it to get much better..but i am trying to control myself. I am still swimming and drinking my water. Is witched my swim program to a harder one to try and help and I will be adding soem exercising with weights at home. So hopefully I can control the damage a bit and not feel too bad about myself.

it was actually making me feel pretty depressed..but I think I am feeling better about it. I will do better!! And I will be 75lbs lost by my birthday!

SO if you see me eating fudge..feel free to take it!!